Go Find Someone and Dance.

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Go. Now.

I wanna smoke... Right now.
And I wanna listen to The Doors. Tomorrow is dedicated to them, for sure.

Yeah registration for school is tomorrow.

OH OH. Karlee FINALLY got a new computer after um, seven years.

I like this one boy. And I'm so calling him tomorrow.

I get paid Friday, lets have a party, okay?

Sleeeeep.

I haven't realized till today that school is approaching, and fast. I'm ready, and excited for this year to begin. It's going to be an adventure in itself and I'm totally ready to take it.

I miss so many people. I haven't seen half of the regulars that I would talk to at school. This week calls for catch up week. I'm calling people. A lot of them, and hanging out with them.

The Drama has cooled, at least for now. There was too much happening at once and not enough minutes in the days that it happened for it to all take place.

I'm looking at new guitars today, sometime. And then laying around at someones house for the rest of the night.

Things are better to say the least. I'm happy with where they are at right now.

So I must go. I will be on here more, later.

I talked to fast and ruined it all. I give up on him and them in general. I guess that I just have bad luck you could say.

My mother isn't back with my car yet. And I'm going to the library today to check out the book that I returned of Mollys. I need something good to read and that book was super good.

Tonight there is a social outting at the 400 block. I will take part in it. I'm excited. I need to see my friends. I need to cry in their arms instead of crying to them on the phone. I need to see Kirsten. I need to talk to her. I need to see Molly. I need to see Sammi and talk. I need to see Josh because I miss him.

After the outting tonight Sammi is coming over and we are having a girly sleepover full of ice cream eating and facial mask wearage. I've never had one of these sleepovers before, I'm ready for one though. Oh and crying will take place to. Because that's all that I seem to do these days.

So I'm leaving to pick up Josh soon and then head downtown. This shall be interesting. Good bye all, for I don't know when I'll return.

What to start, eh? I will try though.

So I have some news that I would like to share with all of you. I have found a boy. And not just any boy, but the boy. The boy that I wanted last year that I couldn't have. I think it's safe to say that he's mine now.

I spend so much time with him, I love it. It's weird to think that I've only known him for a couple weeks though. He makes me happy, really happy. And I don't like the fact that school starts in about three weeks. Half of me wants it to start, but the other half wants it to be summer forever. I love spending time with him, seriously.

Tonight we talked and layed in his bed forever. I love his bed. I love his room. I love him?

So I met Sammi's Jake. They are perfect for each other. I'm happy that she found him and I hope that they get together and stay together. I'm happy she's happy, because she deserves it.

So enough rambling. I have pictures to show you.





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So I think it's safe to say that I pretty much throw the best sleepovers, ever. Last night was a lot of fun, and I think that it needs to be done again sometime. Maybe in like two weeks or so.

The fair was last night it was okay. I don't really like the fair, so I think that's why I could have cared less about it.

I'm home alone till tomorrow morning. Tonight I babysit my neighbors till one in the morning or so and I'm going on 5 hours of sleep right now. It was worth it though, it really was.

I'm going to start reading my book that I got from the library. I need to clean my room though. It's a mess like woah.

But enough of this. I have pictures to put on here but I don't want to do that right now. Later though I promise, I think. I need food and a nap before I go and hang out with Michelle for a few hours, downtown I'm guessing. I live down there, seriously, it sucks.

I'm really going now.

I thought this was worth a try...


1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. Not really though...

So it's really warm out and I'm not liking it. So tomorrow is Sprinkler Running day. If you want to join me let me know and you can come run through it with me. Emilee you are running through the sprinkler with me tomorrow, it just has to be done.

Work is okay. A lot better than what it was when I first started there. I'm getting used to the people, and having cash to spend is always something nice.

I want school to start. I need something to do. I want to start learning again. And No, I'm not a nerd for saying that. I miss school. I really do. I want to be able to see everyone that I haven't seen this summer. I want to run up to Dave and give him a big hug and tell him how much I've missed him. I want to see Mitch too and Ben because I guess they have changed, or so I've been told.

So I now have a car and can drive it. I want to try and make the best of the last month that we have we were can do whatever we want, and be carefree. So you know what you should do...

Oh! I saw Mariana today when she was working. I've missed her, a lot. I'm happy that she's home. And Sammi is home as well. Woohoo!

Well I think this is enough for now. We will talk later. I promise.

What a day, huh? I love days like these though. The ones where you do spontaneous things and you don't even think about them until after they are done.

Today I got a hair cut, and I love it. And I love Kirsten for making it look good and stuff. Today me and Kirsten also pierced our ears, friendship pierced to be exact. My makeup was done by Kirsten today as well. I love Kirsten.

Tonight was full of hugging, kissing, fighting, screaming, laughing, falling, getting attacked (by Kylie), freaking out, walking away, losing stuff, taking pictures, and among everything else, being fucking carefree and loving it. This is totally happening more often because I love that feeling.

Sammi fucking comes home today and I can't even wait! I'm going to run up to her and kiss her because I've missed her for so long and I have so much stuff to tell her. I will stumbled over words and stuff before I can even get one decnet sentence out. She will understand though, because it's Sammi and she's the best friend in the world!

Ah. Someone showed up at the show tonight, someone I didn't think would. And me being the crazy bitch that I am walked away because I couldn't take it. So whatever I said screw that and was over it. But um, I get home tonight and guess who calls me. Thats right, he calls me and stuff. I'm seeing him tomorrow, I guess we'll see what happens...

I'm in a good mood right now. I hope that this stays for a while. So I guess I better go. I work tomorrow but before that I get to see Sammi and stuff and yeah! I'm excited. Like I said, I miss her, a lot.

So I'm off. And cool pictures will be posted sometime. I just have to get them loaded...

 

I lied. Kill me if you want. Molly is gone till Wednesday which means pictures won't get loaded for a while.

Everyone left and I can't stand this. Sammi is gone till Saturday. Molly is gone till Wednesday. I need a girls night or day or something. AKA: Kirsten, Stephanie Allyssa. If you read this call me. We need to do stuff to pass the time by. OH! Like a haircut and you can all help with it. It'll be a party.

Um so I started working last week and I hate my job. I fold clothes and get made fun of by Johnathon. It's what I've been looking for all my life. Yeah right, getting a fucking shot gun out and shoot my brains out.

Anyway, I love feeling all giggly/girly and stuff around boys that I like. I love it. And I love hanging out with them and being with them. Some boys just confuse me, a lot and I hate it. They can't help it though because they're boys, right? Whatever.

I'm guessing updates will occur more often now, just because I feel like updating more and stuff.

And I'll leave you with that.

I don't even know where to start. To much has happened and I doubt that there's anyway I can even explain half of it. But I will try.

These past few days have consisted of walking, getting lost, laughing, feeling important, carrying a briefcase around and having people think that I'm going to blow something up or that I'm dealing drugs, taking pictures, wearing skirts, seeing people that I've missed (Sammi, Molly, Bennett, STEPHANIE!), talking to people that I've missed and just hanging out.

So Karlee has a crush. Karlee has a real crush. This boy calls me and we talk and I enjoy it. He called me on my way home from work last night even, I love it. I love him and I get to see him tomorrow.

Oh and Me and Elliot are going on a date. And I'm excited for this because I've never really been on a real date. Pictures will be posted of this adventure after it has taken place. It will be before school starts though. That much we know.

Dancing tomorrow night, that is after work. And I can't wait because I get to see him and just ahhhh. I don't know if I can wait that long, I will try though. So if you're going, we're dancing and that is final.

So that is it. I have to go and do stuff and then yeah sleep or something.
Next update will  have pictures because I'm going over to Mollys to load them soon.

Don't you love nights that you don't want to end? I've been having way to many lately but I'm really liking this, a lot. Hanging out with new people has really changed a lot of things for me. Change is a good thing. I'm glad that it's been taking place.

But Holy Crap! I like him a lot. And we're having out movie night soon, or at least I hope.

And I love Sammi. Because I haven't seen her in a long time and today we caught up on everything and god. I miss her and I love her for being friends with me and with this boy. And I guess maybe I can be considered friends with him too...

So Karlee has a job now ladies and gentlemen. I start next week Wednesday. I'm so busy this next week, it's crazy. I guess it's time for me to get into the swing of things though. Getting a job and having a car is what's on the agenda as of now.

Oh man so I'm tired and I need to go. Next update there will be pictures. I need to get them loaded at Molly's though. So until we talk again. I hope the summer is going good for everyone.

And I'm gone...

Talk about a slap in the face. Last night was ughh. I'm done with all of that shit for a while, no more. Seriously, I don't even know what happened and the things I remember are bad, just bad. I love Molly though and I always will.

I'm super tired and I think that I need to take another nap.

Attention: Karlee might be getting a car, this week. So that means that I need a job, which AH I think I have one. Which means I have money, which means I can do things with people.

I have a shopping date planned with Sammi for next Wednesday. I haven't seen her since the 4th and we have a lot of catching up to do with boys and such.

Kirsten is home. We were there when she got off the plane. I'm glad that she's home and I'm excited to start hanging out with her and doing stuff.

And Hopefully Emilee and I still have our swinging date planned for tonight becasue boys are lame and we can't just sit around waiting for them all the time.

Yeah I'm done now. Oh and if I haven't seen you this summer and you read this, call me because I want to see you, I know I do.

So things up north were um lame. I talked to boy the night I got up there, not long enough though. Most of my weekend was spent reading. I want to finish this one book tonight. Its really good.

I've found a new boy. I like him, at least I think. I'm not pushing anything upon him though. We will work through this one together, unlike the last one where, well, we won't even start, it's to dumb to even type about.

Kirsten comes home tomorrow! I'm excited that I can't even explain it anymore. Everyone is welcome to hang out with us. Our boys will learn to get along too so that the 4 of us can double date or something. I'm excited for this!

I have nothing more to say anymore. I'm reading to much and talking on aim. Enough is enough. I'm broke too.

I'm done now.

So I deleted my other entry. On accident.

I'm home from up north but now am leaving again to go up there till Saturday or Sunday.

I got my hair cut yesterday. And I went the the dentist. I'm going back next week for two cavities to get filled. Damn Mountain Dew, oh well. I really hope that I get this job that I applied for. I need a car, and this is how I get one I guess.

So things are weird right now. I'm happy which is good but I don't know. When I see people I get well, weird I guess. Feelings start to return maybe...?

Kirsten comes home in four days and I can't even hold the excitment in anymore. This has been far to long that she has been gone. I can't wait till she gets back! Look at this...
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Wait, did I forget to mention that I got my license yestereday?

I don't have a car yet though.

I miss everest people. I'm hanging out with them today.

I don't know when I'll update again. I'm leaving on Friday till Monday to go up north and Sammi's coming with. This is going to be a good weekend, I can tell already.

So if you're bored 715 5742488 it biiatchss. We'll text you back, just make sure you send something worth reading...

 

P to the S. 11 days, which pretty much feels like 10.
*Kirsten*

I miss you. I wish that things could have been different between the two of us. I wish that you would have gotten to know me better before you shoved me off like I was nothing. We could have had something. Maybe we still can though, that is if you're willing?

I miss Dave. I miss how we could have had something but then didn't. I miss how I lose things that could have been good.

I miss so many things right now. I don't think that I can cry about any of them though because I've cried myself to sleep the past 3 nights that it's not even worth it.

I like having talks with people and clearing everything up. Maybe this means that something can happen in the future because I would like that, a lot.

I have so many things to say and not enough keys to type it out.

But Kirsten comes home in 11 days and we're going to start this adventure of bestfriends because we said so. I love you whore, don't ever fucking forget it. And tomorrow it's Sammi Molly and Kyle time because we can do that kind of stuff and we will. Yeah I'm excited I want to see them all like a lot. And Kyle is to funny for words and for that I love him.

Okay, so I'm feeling better thanks to Kirsten and Kyle.

So I'm pretty much going now.

I've pretty much died and don't know when I'll get back.

Um I turned 16. Things have been weird lately. Emotions are getting to me.
I've made new friends. I think a relationship is going to start soon because, well I kind of want one to.

It's weird. You're just werid.

I go for my licensce on Tuesday so hopefully I get them. I have nothing more to write about.

This will get deleted. Yeah, I'm pretty much telling you that it will.

I don't know what to do and I hate this. This is all happening so fast that I feel like I need to take a step back and see if it's for real or if I'm just imagining things. Don't get me wrong it's exciting. But I just wonder sometimes.

On a lighter not I'm officially in love with summer. But who isn't? I've decided that the rest of the summer will consist of what the past couple of days have been like. It's summer, we're supposed to do dumb things and not regret them. I've done some and I'm not regretting any of them.

Um I think that Evad is gone. I call, he doesn't call back. I've tried and I'm done. It takes two people to have relationship, not one. Oh well. Little crushes are always nice to have. I've moved on though to well a boy.

So I just want to say thanks to Sammi and all of the Everest people that I have spent the past 4 days with. I've enjoyed every minute of it. It will happen so much more as the summer progresses.

Wow so I forgot that I was even doing this so I think that I'm done now.

School is done. It's been done for 2 days now. Summer is here. I'm enjoying it.

Yesterday I spent the day with Rache! face. We went down to the 400 block and spent the day there. It was a good time.

• We celebrated my birthday early
• I got cookies and a card signed by people that I didn't know
• The card is hanging up on my wall
• The cookies were finished last night
• We got sunburned
• We graffitied
• We laughed
• I got a cell phone thrown at me
• We took pictures in the flowers
• We walked the railroad tracks
• We talked
• We saw a couple laying down on the grass
• It made us sad
• Little boys skated for us and did tricks
• We took pictures of these boys And of the couple
• We walked to Bethesdas
• I got a dress that I'm making into a skirt
• I'm wearing this skirt to the battle
• I want to wear this skirt everyday
• Molly, Kyle and Dan were there
• Um yeah Dan and Kyle are pretty much cool
• All everest people that I'm friends with are though

Yes so um yesterday was good. I enjoyed it.

I think that I've over looked way to many things and I've jumped to assumptions to fast. Someone said something to me last night and it really made me think about a lot of stuff. I thank that person. Though I doubt they will read this.

I did nothing today. People said go to the battle tonight I have no money though.
Tomorrow I'm hopefully doing stuff with Evad *crosses fingers* because I find it completely necessary. And then tomorrow night some picnic thing with Everest people and Sammi, that is I think.

Wow I hate updating so I think that I'm going to be done now.
Yeah. I am.